if i could smoke a cigarette right now i would rip out of my skin commit the sins oh i could if i could break a heart and throw it all away for just one night my concience wouldn't care if i just went ahead and wrecked my life
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i wanna be destructive trash everything in sight beat the devil at his game abuse myself all night i wanna bitch the world out one loud aching scream don't want anybody wanting anything from me
im sick of being perfect
with a perfect little smile pick a fight with danger be a stranger to myself for a while wanna come unravelled have it out with my soul im tired of all the voices telling me which way to go i wish you'd silence your opinion thats the last thing that i want to know
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i feel better when im sane but now i wanna feel no pain im just really sick of thinking i just wanna be destructive